I thought that I might be gay or something because I couldn’t identify with any of the guys at all. None of them liked art or music. They just wanted to fight and get laid. It was many years ago, but it gave me this real hatred for the average American macho male.
Day 10
This Is War-30 Seconds To Mars
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Im sorry.
- to my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment and I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.
- to my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
- to the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
- to myself: I'm sorry I'm was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.
” I have a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become. “
- Kurt Cobain


